Journals
Jornal 1: Senior Year Feelings
My first days of senior year at Fallbrook High, I was feeling totally normal just feeling relaxed about school and knowing I was doing good until after a couple days I started to feel so low and wondering what I did wrong to deserve everything I was going through. I knew that with what had happen that was part of my fault my family having to move and me having to start a new school all in a new place.To be honest that made me super sad and made me want to give up because I had to move and I felt like I was leaving my life behind but everything happens for a reason I would say.
When I started school at Lindsay High School I was super scar and felt so alone like I didnt fit in because I didnt know anyone and its a totally diffrent school then what I was used to. As days went by I felt like I just want to move back but I couldn't and I felt like I was going to fall apart being in a place that I still don't like.I would say after some days I felt much better I started to met new people and didn't feel so left out.This year knowing that I had to do a senior project to be able to graduate made me feel so overwhelming thinking that this was just too much for me because I started school late here.I still don't really know much about this still feel kind of lost but I know that if I try my best I will accomplish everything and get it done.
My classes this year at Lindsay High School are not really that bad but just dont like two of my classes.The two classes I don't really like are cooking and guitar but with time I'm learning something new and getting kind of use to them.I’m still getting used to how everything is diffrent in my classes and how the teachers teach totally diffrent from what I was used to.I still don't understand much of how things work because grading and requirment for graduation are totally different so I'm slowly developing to this new system.
My goals for my senior year is to finish off all my classes with good grades and being able to gradute and show that no matter how much you mess up in life you can reach high goals if you put all your hard work on to making it possiable.Also, most important reason on why I want to gradute is not only for me it to make my parents feel prove of me and show them that I made it beyhond the mistakes I have made.
My first days of senior year at Fallbrook High, I was feeling totally normal just feeling relaxed about school and knowing I was doing good until after a couple days I started to feel so low and wondering what I did wrong to deserve everything I was going through. I knew that with what had happen that was part of my fault my family having to move and me having to start a new school all in a new place.To be honest that made me super sad and made me want to give up because I had to move and I felt like I was leaving my life behind but everything happens for a reason I would say.
When I started school at Lindsay High School I was super scar and felt so alone like I didnt fit in because I didnt know anyone and its a totally diffrent school then what I was used to. As days went by I felt like I just want to move back but I couldn't and I felt like I was going to fall apart being in a place that I still don't like.I would say after some days I felt much better I started to met new people and didn't feel so left out.This year knowing that I had to do a senior project to be able to graduate made me feel so overwhelming thinking that this was just too much for me because I started school late here.I still don't really know much about this still feel kind of lost but I know that if I try my best I will accomplish everything and get it done.
My classes this year at Lindsay High School are not really that bad but just dont like two of my classes.The two classes I don't really like are cooking and guitar but with time I'm learning something new and getting kind of use to them.I’m still getting used to how everything is diffrent in my classes and how the teachers teach totally diffrent from what I was used to.I still don't understand much of how things work because grading and requirment for graduation are totally different so I'm slowly developing to this new system.
My goals for my senior year is to finish off all my classes with good grades and being able to gradute and show that no matter how much you mess up in life you can reach high goals if you put all your hard work on to making it possiable.Also, most important reason on why I want to gradute is not only for me it to make my parents feel prove of me and show them that I made it beyhond the mistakes I have made.
Journal 2: Last High School Year
Being this my last year of high school as a senior I would honestly say that I’m not on pace with my classes reason being that not so long ago I switched schools.I feel so lost that in a way I’m not really trying either paying much attention because everything seems so different here at my new school from my old school I was at.This year the classes I have the most trouble with is math because I have never really been good at it and also government class because I’m behind in my class and it takes me a while to caught up and understand what I’m learning.
My senior project so far is not going so well reason being is that I’m barely starting on it since I’m new to all this I didn’t really know what to do until now.About my job shadow well I can’t say much because I haven’t done it but I am hoping to be able and learn what is required to be a reporter or anything that has to do with writing to become a journalism since I really enjoy writing I would love to be a writer in the future.
In my future I have many plans in mind like, as my career I want to be a writer and attend to college and learn how to be a great writer.Also I would want to put out there the work I have done by publishing my poems and stories I have made. Another, thing I want to happen in my future is to travel to many wonderful places and have adventures to write about when I write a book about my life.
No I have to say that I haven’t submit any college applications because I don’t know if any of the colleges or universities I would want to attended would take me in because of my grades that I have.If I were to apply I would want to apply to a university or college in San Diego County that has the pathway I want to study for a future.The main thing I would say that excites me about being done with high school is being able to prove those that never and still don’t believe in me that I will make it and be able to graduate even though I have messed up a lot throughout my life.This year being my senior year I haven’t really been involved in much like clubs or activities just in yearbook which I have been in it for over a year.I would say that I’m not really that type of person to get involved into anything because I’m super shy and don’t really like to be out there.
Being this my last year of high school as a senior I would honestly say that I’m not on pace with my classes reason being that not so long ago I switched schools.I feel so lost that in a way I’m not really trying either paying much attention because everything seems so different here at my new school from my old school I was at.This year the classes I have the most trouble with is math because I have never really been good at it and also government class because I’m behind in my class and it takes me a while to caught up and understand what I’m learning.
My senior project so far is not going so well reason being is that I’m barely starting on it since I’m new to all this I didn’t really know what to do until now.About my job shadow well I can’t say much because I haven’t done it but I am hoping to be able and learn what is required to be a reporter or anything that has to do with writing to become a journalism since I really enjoy writing I would love to be a writer in the future.
In my future I have many plans in mind like, as my career I want to be a writer and attend to college and learn how to be a great writer.Also I would want to put out there the work I have done by publishing my poems and stories I have made. Another, thing I want to happen in my future is to travel to many wonderful places and have adventures to write about when I write a book about my life.
No I have to say that I haven’t submit any college applications because I don’t know if any of the colleges or universities I would want to attended would take me in because of my grades that I have.If I were to apply I would want to apply to a university or college in San Diego County that has the pathway I want to study for a future.The main thing I would say that excites me about being done with high school is being able to prove those that never and still don’t believe in me that I will make it and be able to graduate even though I have messed up a lot throughout my life.This year being my senior year I haven’t really been involved in much like clubs or activities just in yearbook which I have been in it for over a year.I would say that I’m not really that type of person to get involved into anything because I’m super shy and don’t really like to be out there.
Journal 3: Going By and Vacation Adventures
So far as the days go by I still don’t really enjoy being here at LIndsay High School but hopefully soon or later I get use to it. Within my classes I would say I’m doing okay, I know I’m passing most of my classes just still kind of behind in three of them because of work that I haven’t done that I miss since I started school late.I’m hoping to pass my classes because I really want to graduate and achieve my goals that I have planned.I would say I am struggling a lot in math because I have never really been good with numbers and all that. I’m also struggling at keeping up with everything that's going on in my cooking class because I’m so behind and I really don’t like that class which sucks for me because I didn’t chose it they just placed me in there so I kind of had to deal with it.I also don't really enjoy my guitar class because its another class I didn't chose to be in but oh well.I would say the only thing I like about that class is the teacher because she super nice and is very patience with me on helping me stay on track.The only good thing about those two classes is that I'm learning something new.
This year so far I haven’t really been involved with anything like activities because I don’t really like being out there with a lot of people, may sound mean to say but I’m more like a shy person and rather spend time on my own or with very little people.For me I would say no, I am not anxious about anything in this school just hoping that I do pass my classes and can’t wait to graduate so I can be done with high school.Graduation is the only thing I'm looking forward but just hoping I do pass my classes so I can be able to walk.
My plans for the up come holidays aren’t really much, I do have a lot in mind that I would want to do but won’t happen because I’m stuck here in Lindsay. But what I have in mind is to be able to go down into San Diego and visit all my friends and just spend some time over there caught up with things I’ve missed.Most likely that won't happen because my parents won’t let me so I have to probably stay in town and just have some family over and spend time with my family and hopefully start working again if not just be home bored not doing much.Yes, I would say I’m kind of excited for 2017 just done with 2016 trying to leave everything bad that happen this year behind and just start a new year hoping that everything goes well and just positive things come my way.
So far as the days go by I still don’t really enjoy being here at LIndsay High School but hopefully soon or later I get use to it. Within my classes I would say I’m doing okay, I know I’m passing most of my classes just still kind of behind in three of them because of work that I haven’t done that I miss since I started school late.I’m hoping to pass my classes because I really want to graduate and achieve my goals that I have planned.I would say I am struggling a lot in math because I have never really been good with numbers and all that. I’m also struggling at keeping up with everything that's going on in my cooking class because I’m so behind and I really don’t like that class which sucks for me because I didn’t chose it they just placed me in there so I kind of had to deal with it.I also don't really enjoy my guitar class because its another class I didn't chose to be in but oh well.I would say the only thing I like about that class is the teacher because she super nice and is very patience with me on helping me stay on track.The only good thing about those two classes is that I'm learning something new.
This year so far I haven’t really been involved with anything like activities because I don’t really like being out there with a lot of people, may sound mean to say but I’m more like a shy person and rather spend time on my own or with very little people.For me I would say no, I am not anxious about anything in this school just hoping that I do pass my classes and can’t wait to graduate so I can be done with high school.Graduation is the only thing I'm looking forward but just hoping I do pass my classes so I can be able to walk.
My plans for the up come holidays aren’t really much, I do have a lot in mind that I would want to do but won’t happen because I’m stuck here in Lindsay. But what I have in mind is to be able to go down into San Diego and visit all my friends and just spend some time over there caught up with things I’ve missed.Most likely that won't happen because my parents won’t let me so I have to probably stay in town and just have some family over and spend time with my family and hopefully start working again if not just be home bored not doing much.Yes, I would say I’m kind of excited for 2017 just done with 2016 trying to leave everything bad that happen this year behind and just start a new year hoping that everything goes well and just positive things come my way.